Is This My Last Incarnation? A Question Softened Into Peace

✨ Introduction 

As I walk into my 80th year and the stage of Spiritual Elderhood, certain questions rise from the depth of my being, asking to be met with honesty and tenderness. One of them is this: Is this my last incarnation on Earth?

💫 This reflection follows on from my earlier post, “My Integration Process at 80: Elderhood is not the end but a vow to keep raising the light.” That piece touched lightly on the many aspects of Elderhood, while this one leans into a single question that has been alive in me.

In writing this, I also see how such integration helps me neutralize the old urge to step in and “help” whenever I encounter the pain in people’s stories. If every moment of life is already holy, if every incarnation is already being distilled into wisdom, then my task is not to fix but to witness — to listen, to hold, to trust the process of another soul.

Jeshua’s Message on Reincarnation

On August 20, 2025, Pamela Kribbe channeled Jeshua, who spoke of reincarnation not as a sentence, but as a journey of freedom. Whether this is our final lifetime on Earth is not decreed by any external authority. The choice is ours.

Each incarnation, Jeshua said, is an alchemy of emotion into wisdom. At first, the soul comes to Earth raw, moved by overwhelming waves of fear, anger, desire, and attachment. Over lifetimes, we digest these emotions. They refine. They balance. We learn not to escape them but to transform them into compassion, clarity, and peace. Wisdom is emotional maturity: the ability to be with life’s storms without being ruled by them.

In this light, reincarnation is not about endlessly repeating lessons, but about polishing the diamond of the soul. And when the diamond shines in freedom, the soul decides: to remain or to move on.

The Living Prayer of My Life

I have long carried a declaration:

By the power of my I Am Presence, I recognize my entire life and all my lifetimes as the living prayers of the Holy Spirit within me. As such, every moment of my life is holy, whether I acknowledge that truth or not, it is so.

This prayer changes everything. It consecrates not only my meditations and joys, but also my mistakes, divorces, anger, and wounds. Every breath, every misstep, every triumph — all of it is holy. There is no part of me that is not already prayer. There is no need to prove myself worthy of holiness.

Adamus’s Invitation to Completion

On March 27, 2023, Adamus St. Germain, channeled by Geoffrey Hoppe, invited me to drop the heavy myth of suffering before enlightenment. How deeply that touched me! He offered a declaration that I made my own:

I am ready for my last life on this planet. I am ready to complete the cycles of incarnation. I have learnt everything I am going to learn. And now I am ready to take everything from every past life and this lifetime and bring it all to the altar of my soul. I leave all the junk, all the baggage, all the things I did wrong, and all the good stuff at the altar. I ask my soul: distill it all to pure wisdom.

I choose to remain as a human being, to live as a gracious and kind millionaire centenarian matriarch. I accept myself fully. I stop the endless processing of “what went wrong.” I am healed. I stop self-sabotaging. I live with self-love, with compassion for every divorce, every sorrow, every mistake. I allow forgiveness from my soul. I free myself of guilt, blame, and shame. I choose abundance. I choose inner freedom. I allow myself to receive life. I am realized. I relax into realization. I don’t need to figure it out. I am open to my divinity. I am that I am.

The Integrated Whisper

And so, the three streams flow together:

• Jeshua reminds me: The choice is mine.

• My Holy Spirit prayer affirms: All has already been sanctified.

• Adamus’s altar declaration declares: The distillation is already underway.

The question “Is this my last incarnation on Earth?” no longer fragments me. It softens into a truth I can live:

🌸 Every moment is a holy completion. Every breath can be my last incarnation, or the beginning of another. And both are perfect.

I may remain — as the gracious, abundant grandmother I envision — not because I must, but because I can. And I may depart — not because I failed, but because I am free.

✨ Closing
Perhaps that is the quiet gift of this integration: not only does it ease my own questioning about whether this is my last incarnation, it also frees me from carrying the weight of others’ journeys. I see more clearly now that each soul, like mine, is already bringing all of its lifetimes to the altar of wisdom. My task is not to rescue, but to witness; not to fix, but to listen. And in that trust, there is a peace that feels like home.